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i'm told and i know that i'll have to write like a ton of things before i can even begin to think of calling myself a blogger so this is why i've set up yet another play ground and scrap book.

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Haven’t slept for almost 20hrs straight, what I was doing I can hardly say, it’s going to be even harder to state what this affixation has born. I love it though the same way most people feel supper productive when they beat their alarm clock to its morning activity is the same way I feel when it graciously overlaps me. I don’t sleep…. A lot. I like sleep. No, I love sleep, who doesn’t? But if it were possible to maintain this numb fatigue state then I would, of course that aside from using drugs that numb the senses and make people dumb.

My eyes are still heavy as I write this and it’s only 1630hrs on a Tuesday evening. Today’s’ lessons were demanding as always I was dosed up on caffeine and one too many gallops of the finest of city’s aqua, I could swore have swore the water was going right through me, frequent visits to the loo. As soon as the teacher stroked a point for too long I’d take the opportunity to excuse myself. This almost happened thrice during the CAD lesson.

Sinking my face in the sinks tap and washing my face just to maintain sobriety and hopefully to cloak my ruddy eyes and dark eyelids from my peers and by a long shot - from the person staring back at me from the silver glass. “You can’t break down, can you?” I giggled as I finally spotted a hint of madness in my self-chatter. Got back to class and managed to stick through the rest of the lesson quite attentively in fact.

I’m yet to pay back the sleep deficit but why should I? I love this feeling. I doubt I would be able to neither write such continuous prose nor code oh so flawlessly if I wasn’t in a state of aphasia towards the real world the best way to create a perfect one of my own.

Happy Madaraka day!

One year today this tweet saved my day :]

http://twitter.com/Purwasalu/status/15123993216

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Twitter, twitter how wonderful is thy concept behind it. I had to start by the praise coz you have to agree twitter is addictive as a write this I'm on my 1453 tweet yet thats small compared to what other tweeps from my country have I've managed a 4 tweets average since I registered my account but only started tweeting about a month ago so you can guess thats a lot of tweets right? Wrong those ain't a lot of tweets I'm average. The damage lies not in the number of tweets I have made but in the number I have read and researched on I'm guessing this is a pretty significant number. I started out on fb reading everybody's status updates and going through their profiles friends profiles etc in a sort of stalker/obsessive fashion this went well even when I hit the 200+ friends mark I still managed to catch up with each and every one of them rigorously BTW. But then came twitter things changed I was introduced to the world of blogs ppl share almost anything on their blogs and guess what happened my facebook habits crept into twitter but twitter is open therefor leaving me spoiled for choice and worst of all I'm now a student not like I was just a few months ago with nothing but time and money to burn on phone credit - yes all this with a phone non3g FYI + no Fm DEAD. Ok as I was saying I've completely lost it and all I can do is hope that I don't suffer the same fate that I've seen people go through in high school due to excessive phone use. Lord have mercy on my grades. Simply trying to work things out.

My Burning Rose

I touched the stars
and realized
I've been living a lie,
I've for long lied to my heart
though my eyes would see
my soul was ever deaf
but my ears heard it all
and have bitterly come to know
I don't love you.

I shut my eyes and slowly heard you righ
under your gown
with tears on your chick and a smile not a frown
thats where I say it all
the life that was a lie
was to come back and haunt me.

Let me go,
let me forget about you so,
let everyday we admired the sky blue
and started at the silver full moon
be a roller-coater in a world of de ja vu
I don't love you
this I know

like a rose
fallen into the river,
my love for you flowed away
The candle of our love
blew off as it fell from the slab

Your name that I once wrote in my heart
is now blown by the wind,
and the bright stars we admired
are long vanished in the thin air.

Please forgive me for breaking a heart that held so much love
even if I were to love you
It wouldn't be true,
Goodbye my love Cupid has our special arrows held for that special someone
Fare well. My love.

@by Mwas